2022

 DAY 4  what is the FATHER saying And you will seek Me and find  Me,  when you search for Me with all your heart. - the invitation to us is to seek him, the promise is that we will find him. God is not playing hide and seek - He is always present. He promises that when we , when I turn to Him, i will find Him Lord there is some sort of hunger stirring within - knowing that there is more - more of you - less of me; more for your kingdom; more for your people. and I know that God you say that man shall not live by bread alone but by every word that comes out from the mouth of God.  let my heart and my body not turn into temptations - the spirit of God lives within me - it is stronger than that of the world. let there be more of you Lord. you are worthy worthy worthy.  let there be so much more of who you are. more of your presence. more of your spirit. more more more.  more.  more.  if anyone acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God, God ...

REMIND yourself of who you are - you are a daughter of God. The spirit of God testify that we are sons and daughters - there is no need to try and strive/prove that we are His children.  know who you are in Christ - The father loves the son and that is the kind of relationship that God wants to have with you. He is so deeply in love with Jesus - Jesus know who He is and who He is is found in God. He never was on His own. He was so dependent on God. He trusted God. God wants us to look to Him, to trust and be expectant.  John 3 - some people will hate the light and love darkness. it is their choice.  Whoever drinks of this water will thirst again,   but   whoever drinks of the water that I shall give him will never thirst. But the water that I shall give him   will become in him a fountain of water springing up into everlasting life - God gave himself to us in the form of Christ and the Spirit.  does our life prove that we are testimony of God and who H...

Day 3 to know the father heart of God. To know His heart. To want His affection. To want to be filled with His love. No matter how my earthly father was, God is my Heavenly Father in whom I love. I am Yours, and He is mine. I belong to Him. He belongs to me. I so much want to be filled with His love - this love - and I felt God almost telling me the father has always been there, we received Him the moment we accepted Christ into our lives, we receive Sonship - We become His children -  Romans 8:  For  you did not receive the spirit of bondage again  to fear, but you received the  Spirit of adoption by whom we cry out,  “Abba,  Father. John 1: - but whoever did want him, who believed who he claimed to be, and would do what he said, he made to be their true selves, their child-of-God self.   how do you know you are loved by the father  what does it mean to be loved by the father what does it mean to be healed and be children of God when you kno...

 DAY 1 Jeremiah 29:11 For  I know the thoughts that I think toward yo u, says the  Lord , thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a h ope. thoughts of peace of us ; not evil; He is the prince of peace and thank God we can trust Him with our future; with our plans - He already know all of it.  Thank you for the truth Thank you that you are reshaping my mind that is how and what you think of me. help me to trust more of you to trust you in the process and giving you back all the glory; all that has happened you deserve the praise you deserve the honour. deliver us from the evil one and lead us not into temptations in the next 21 days help us to stay focus; to remain focus; to not lose sight; supernatural focus and no distractions. let there be breakthroughs in our lives, in my live, in my marriage, in ministry, in the way i lead and love your people. make me one that is after your own heart and desires.  greater connection & vulnerability t...

 this morning feeling better but looking inside my heart i see a mess.  so much brokenness  so much of the things that is not of God and i wondered why i am the way i am  and if it is normal to be so broken  and messed up so easily angered so easily triggered so easily offended  and i feel like i am the problem that i have issue  and that i am the weird one. and i wonder if it is normal for a christian to be filled with so much mess. i feel so much self-hatred for myself. i wonder if i would be saved. i question my being i question myself i question this creation  i praise you for i am fearfully and wonderfully made i find it hard to love myself because all i see is mess and brokenness.  KNOW YOUR WORTH.  HE PAID A PRICE. THAT IS HOW MUCH YOU ARE WORTH.  I will praise You, for  [ a ] I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Marvelous are Your works, And that my soul knows very well . the price that was paid for ...

freeeeedom!!!!!!  wholeness FREEDOM. FORGIVNEESS TOWARDS ONESELF AND OTHERS. Lord what and how does it mean to forgive oneself. how does it look like.  destructive patterns - I know that what I am doing is not the real me. Turning my heart back to God - and sorry for all the sins and allowing FOOD to become mY idol , for allowing it to control me, for allowing it to go into temptations.  renounce: - all the things that people have said about my face - all the things that people have said about my looks  that made me  feel that I need to change how I look to be acceptable and pleasing.  I so long want to just be normal and part of the journey is not comparing myself with other girls of what the society defines as skinny or good looking but be confident of who I am. and not compare even with church people.  lord fill me with your love and help me to be confident in my own skin. that I may love your creation.  stop trying to take things into your own...